I've been having these thoughts for such a long time now, I hate having these thoughts of wanting to end my life. I noticed I have been doing more reckless things lately. I just need help, if anyone lives in Arkansas or close by I want to know someone I talk to. Such as a minister, doctor, psychologist, etc. Also I'm finally going to tell all my love ones the truth. I'm scared on how they would react. Any tips? suggestions? Thank you.