Hello! I'm a twenty years old student from Germany. I hope, it's not a problem to you all english isn't my mother tongue. The reason I've registered is kind of clear: I suffer from suicidal thoughts again. The last time I had those extremly was when I was 14 years old, so I thought I'm finally over it. As you can see, I'm not. I don't really know what I should write about me, so if there are some questions I'll answer ist. Meroko.