Hello I'm not sure why I am here. I have a lot going on in my life and I'm beginning to lose interest in things and anxiety is taking over. I felt like this about 6 years ago and I was under a therapy program for a few months but I found that it just temporarily covered my feelings and was discharged without any evidence of improvement. Since then, the anxiety has made me into a different person. I don't want to kill myself, I just want to cease existence. I have not confided in anyone about this so I see this forum as a first step. EDIT: Just to add: I don't really know what to say here as this is the first time admitting it outside my thoughts.