Its 4.36 am again, Ive tried to get a couple hours or so of unbroken sleep to no avail...Its so much worse than people realise, my shirt is literally wet through around the collar and half way down my back for battling this shit the entire night. I literally cant sleep atm without fearing paralysis and fucking nightmares that seem to come from nowhere.
Happening all the time. Tonight i started having this dream about walking on this beach where it was actually snowing...bizarre right? ya even worse when my mother comes out from nowhere and tries to strangle me with fishing line. Stupid fucked up shit like that constantly...Im constantly struggling to breathe, to fight the trap of being paralysed, and these little nightmares which have me sweating like mad...which I dont normally do. To top it off the cat wakes me up 5 times a night.
Its all really starting to scare me now..im actually scared of going to sleep now, for fear I wont wake up, or ill subconsiously hurt myself while trying to battle this shit.
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Happening all the time. Tonight i started having this dream about walking on this beach where it was actually snowing...bizarre right? ya even worse when my mother comes out from nowhere and tries to strangle me with fishing line. Stupid fucked up shit like that constantly...Im constantly struggling to breathe, to fight the trap of being paralysed, and these little nightmares which have me sweating like mad...which I dont normally do. To top it off the cat wakes me up 5 times a night.
Its all really starting to scare me now..im actually scared of going to sleep now, for fear I wont wake up, or ill subconsiously hurt myself while trying to battle this shit.
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