Hi, I found this site a few days ago, and decided to register. As you might have already guessed, I'm in a dark place at this time in my life. I'm not usually the type of guy to reach out for help, but lately I have been doing this with the medical people here. I find them as much use as a chocolate fireguard, they don't listen, or don't really care. I'm not the only one to hold this view, I have spoken to people in the various clinics I've attended in the past, who have the same opinion. I hope at some point, I can share what has been going on in my life. To try and bring about some understanding on my life, not just for the readers here, but more so for myself. So hello everyone, I'm still having a look around the site, but I hope to connect with some kindred spirits here. NightOwl1.