This will be my fifth new year's eve completely alone. I don't care about parties and clubbing...all I ever wished for was someone to hug or kiss me at midnight. But in five years I have never received even a phone call or text. No one thinks of me when a new year strikes. So I just sit alone, drinking, crying, pretending to watch TV. My cat scooter used to cuddle with me and lick the tears from my face. But she is dead now. So this will be the worst yet. This is my "resolution"--2015 will be my Last New Year. The very last. Done.