I have another time bomb ticking away inside me did another OD last night I feel it's the only way to cope, I only did one 6 weeks ago and haven't made a full recovery from that one as I have gone off my food and have abdo pains. I even spoke to the crisis people last night she was really nice but the urge was too great she is going to get me an appointment with the shrink again but they do not know that I went ahead with it - nobody knows I feel like crap today but life goes on !