Another one of those days.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Allara, Aug 15, 2007.

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  1. Allara

    Allara New Member

    I thought she was getting better.
    We just moved from Washington to Texas.
    She hadn't been 'depressed' yet.
    Then today, it was so sudden.
    We just finished watching a movie.
    Got a phone call.
    .. and then she started crying.
    "I can't do this for another year."
    Now she's throwing things and screaming.
    She just stormed out of her room.
    "I might not be an Athiest but if God came to me today I would spit in his face."
    She's turned her music up real loud. My music. My hard-rock.
    I don't know what to do.
    Leave her? My dad is going to.
    If he doesn't give up himself. He hurts just as much as she does.
    Should I just move away to the dorms and forget about her?
    Hope she doesn't - but understand she might?
    It's so stressful! I don't understand it.
    Some days she sees only the BAD in life and none of the GOOD.
    Other days she sees only the GOOD and completely ignores the BAD.
  2. Reki

    Reki Well-Known Member

    It sounds like manic depression, where the person can switch from mania, extreme happiness, to depression instantly with little or no prior reason. She should see a doctor or a therapist, as help is available if it really is manic depression.
  3. Allara

    Allara New Member

    Yeah, she is rapid-cycling bipolar.
    Diagnosed 5 years ago.
    You know the flaws of the mental health care system.
    Her psychologist is a pill-pusher.
    He's probably doing more bad than he is good.
    Too many pills around the house for my taste.
    Oh - and insurance doesn't cover "suicidals".
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