In the moment everything stops The body's nerves begin to shake you feel yourself slip away to fight......what for? looking around, maybe maybe to avoid, some distraction hopeless You're falling There are no thoughts, no control no space, no time!! Sitting there it cannot be fought I will not fight I'm sinking....slowly being swallowed... becoming A zombie, a ghost that pierce, that grind which blade? I can feel it that screaming pain and yet it doesn't hurt letting go, holding on you stand still... The world around settles... Breath!! What have I done? oh but it wasn't me!