another rant

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by *dilligaf*, Apr 15, 2007.

  1. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    cant handle all this suicidal stuff
    well thats just greaqt isnt it
    ur giving up a friendship with someone u met on fucking SUICIDE forum because they are suicidal and u cant cope :unsure: yes, that makes sense
    y not just be fucking honest and say its cos of my feelings for u? or cos im a horrible bitch? or meh, whatever.
    why am i surprised? why do i care? not like ive not been let down by enough people.
    cant cope with the suicidal stuff :mad: like ive not listened to ur shit too.
    meh, going to drink now.
     
  2. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    hun, please don't start drinking, it'll only make you feel worse :sad: :sad:

    I'm here if you wanna talk, you got my MSN :hug: :hug:

    :arms: Sam :arms:
     
  3. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    the vodka is good
     
  4. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    Sam, please, don't drink too much :sad: :sad:
     
  5. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    :whack: Sam stop drinking. We had this convosation about your drinking earlier :mad: Why say to me u think u have a drinking problem and then u go off drinking?
     
  6. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    fine am just annoying people
    bye
     
  7. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    i see ur both reading it.
    yeah well ill stop posting and coming on msn and then u wont have to deal wth it will u
     
  8. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    never wanted to lie to you sam, thats y i never told u its because of wat u feel or because u r a bitch. I met u thro clare, not through here. And yeah you have listened to my shit, thank you for that. but i have listened to yours too. Im not gona turn this into fight sam. Whats done is done. Im jus realy sorry you feel that way xx
     
  9. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    argh ffs. This is all because we CARE! your not annoying anyone.

    Over an hour we spent talk about you drinking and what are you doing? trying to drinking it all away. Thats not gonna work and you know it otherwise you wouldn't of told me that you thought you had a drinking problem.

    All your doing it making yourself depend on something that you DON'T need
     
  10. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    bye amy. not trying to row. simply trying to let my feelings out. obviously cant do that now either.

    viks, :hug: nothing to say to that, sorry.
     
  11. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Here if you need me darling.

    :hug:
     
  12. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    Why cant u let ur feelings out?
     
  13. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    thanks scum, but not talking to anyone anymore.
    amy, dont matter. just leave it
     
  14. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    If you change your mind the offer will still stand.
     
  15. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    ty sweetie :hug:
     
  16. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    You are believing soemthing that is false though
     
  17. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    what am i believeing now
    i believe u cant handle me being suicidal. i believe we are not talking. and i believe i dont want to talk anymore
     
  18. starlight2006

    starlight2006 Well-Known Member

    Whatever you want or need sam, its fine.Im sorry you wont let me talk this thro with you. Be safe
     
  19. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    its exactly what uve just told me. dont make me out to be making all this up. im in chat if u want me
     
  20. Sa Palomera

    Sa Palomera Well-Known Member

    :arms: :arms: