Well, a friend of mine has been fighting depression for a while now. He told me recently about himself having horrible and disturbing thoughts, ones that seem to split him in half. In other words, once he has had these thoughts, he then tells himself off for thinking them. Alot of these thoughts occur when someone is rude to him and then he thinks about torturing them. He said he has alot of anger inside of him. He feels there is this angry side to him which he can't sometimes control. Anyways he wanted me to post this on this forum and ask if anyone has experienced such things?