I dont enjoy life. Everywhere I go , nothing is safe. I dont enjoy anything anymore and I dont have the concentration to do things. I supposed it could be compared to having ADHD except im not hyper. I have no energy to do anything other than watch tv . I am afraid of going outside. Its not a panic attack type "fear". Its like I get physically sick everytime I go outside. I feel literally like a 5 year old child. I feel scared alone and abandoned. I cant stay in places because I feel so tired. I cant enjoy myself at home because i have no energy. It easy to say just get up and do things. But I cant concentrate on anything that will possibly help me. I cant enjoy life knowing I will never have friends or a job or even be good at something. I cant even maintain acquaintance relationships. I dont want to be alone forever but that is what will happen. I wish I didnt have anxiety disorders.