It's back, it's ALL back. I had a glitch on my computer yesterday which I fixed but it seemed to be the catalyst for all my panic, anxiety, physical symptoms and the lot to come rolling back into my life. My other monitor needs a new power cable, THATS whats doing me in right now, thats all it takes. I'm miserable. I don't want to make my boyfriend miserable too so I hide most of it until he's out at work or in bed, then I just sit in the dark & cry & cry & cry. I got drunk last night just to have a break from feeling like my chest is going to explode. I have OCD too but it's not been this big an issue for years, I'm getting all my handwashing, germ & fear of being sick obsessions back, won't eat certain foods etc etc. I go through phases of it, this one is by far the worst I've had in a while. I am getting in touch with this new Asperger support team but it's taking too long, I need help NOW, not in 3 weeks, not in 8, NOW. If not I am so afraid I'm going to land up either being sectioned or worse.