well, there's a football game tonight.
and I decided. well, I'll go...
But I feel, unclean almost, and not deserving to go. Since everyone goes and gets dressed up with their 'close' friends and everything. oh, look at me, going all pretty..getting dropped off alone..by my mom?
now i feel like backing out. i almost want to cry.
should i go?
should i stay?
I feel like my heart is going to stop beating and I can't breath. :/
and I decided. well, I'll go...
But I feel, unclean almost, and not deserving to go. Since everyone goes and gets dressed up with their 'close' friends and everything. oh, look at me, going all pretty..getting dropped off alone..by my mom?
now i feel like backing out. i almost want to cry.
should i go?
should i stay?
I feel like my heart is going to stop beating and I can't breath. :/