My life is simple now. Simple in the aspect of what I do in life which is carer for my mum. So, I just want to know why it is so hard. And why after all the things that have happened should I have to endure these feelings of anxiety which had become like a toothache in the back of my head. I just don't want it. I haven't done anything wrong to anybody. It feels better at the moment, but it will come back.