Last week there were some issues with my partner and since then I've been scared of being left constantly. I've had some abandonment issues in the past, but partly through therapy and some friends, I'd gotten over it for the most part. Now it's just constantly there. Whatever I do, I'm constantly scared that my actions will cause me to end up alone. Also, I've been having a lot of dreams in which my closest friends, my family and also my partner leave me. I have lost virtually everything I have a few years ago, but got back on my feet again, mainly thanks to an old friend with whom I got back in touch. Then I lost a lot of friends again a while back. But I got my life back on track for the most part. Now I'm so scared it'll happen again. I know I've been much of a loner lately, but a lot of that just comes down to me not being able to afford going out and about. Not sure why I'm posting this.. I guess I could just use some advice on how to deal with this.. well anxiety would be the proper word I guess.