hey sorry to post just anxious alot having so much chest pain just grabs you and can't breath. My daughter birthday tommorrow she is 21 god i thought she wasn't ever going to make it to this day. We will spend quiet day together at the zoo she loves animals. The thing is she wants to go big city on sunday with friends i will be at work. Everytime she goes there with friends i get call saying she is critical i am just so anxious She has been sick last few days and i am actually hoping she remains sick so she doesn't have energy to go anywhere. Sorry i know this sound mean but i can't keep doing this ican't Stupid anxiety stupid i know but just pray she doesn't get into trouble this sunday god pray please no more trauma please. I am actually thinking also maybe time for me to just let go of everything stop therapy because i know in long run the only way i will stay well if my daughter stays well. I know stupid thoughts just tired i guess just so dam tired.