Hi - I am an alcoholic and a drug addict and I go to AA. Anybody else in the program? I've been in and out of the program for 2 1/2 years now. Right now I have 19 days of clean and honest sobriety, have a sponsor, going through the big book and working the steps. (okay, well step one for now) Know what this means? This means that I am more F***ed up than usual - because I dont have the liquor or drugs to dilute the fact that I hate myself too often for words. So - just being blatant and honest. Any other AA's, give me a hollah, I'd love to know!!