Basically I have pretty much been able to sidestep away from any kind of romantic relationship possible for a very long time. I've been able to convince myself that relationships would be a pretty bad thing for me as I'm not a fan of explaining my situation to anyone. But low and behold of course, some bloody guy comes along and makes me feel somewhat happy with myself. I have no idea what to do. I've asked him outright if he was playing me and he assured me he isn't, as much as I would love to believe that (known him for years and he is a pretty kind person) I can't help but think what if? If anyone has any advice for me to keep these thoughts at bay it would be greatly appreciated..It's pretty much the first time I have been this comfortable with anyone but I'm not in any plans to rush.