I really can't believe I'm posting this but I guess here goes.
As of late I feel like i'm in a real slump and just can't get out if. I feel like sometimes no matter would I do, nothing goes right for me. Without getting into too much detail, im 28yrs old and in a nut shell I have had plenty of bumps in the road since the age of 22. From marriage, to divorice, to pregancy, to finding out I wasn't the father. Dropped out of college, and then had failed relationships and so and so forth. In the midst of all this I also lost my best friend to sucide. That was a tough pill to swallow I think for the most part that fact has what has kept me from crossing the line. I remember how I felt.
Present day, Trying to get school done,"college", I hate my job because I feel like I'm just going through the mitions each day but I need to get the degree to get the "job". I've looked into talking with a professional which I went once but I feel trapped because I know that I can't truly be open about things because it will come back to haunt when I finish school and try to get that job. "social services" Each day I get frustrated sometimes I just want to pack up all my stuff and just go away and just start all over. Somedays I question what do I have to live for?
I know alot of this probably doesen't make sense or what not I just don't know what to do at this point, I feel like i'm pinned a a corner and nowhere to go.
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As of late I feel like i'm in a real slump and just can't get out if. I feel like sometimes no matter would I do, nothing goes right for me. Without getting into too much detail, im 28yrs old and in a nut shell I have had plenty of bumps in the road since the age of 22. From marriage, to divorice, to pregancy, to finding out I wasn't the father. Dropped out of college, and then had failed relationships and so and so forth. In the midst of all this I also lost my best friend to sucide. That was a tough pill to swallow I think for the most part that fact has what has kept me from crossing the line. I remember how I felt.
Present day, Trying to get school done,"college", I hate my job because I feel like I'm just going through the mitions each day but I need to get the degree to get the "job". I've looked into talking with a professional which I went once but I feel trapped because I know that I can't truly be open about things because it will come back to haunt when I finish school and try to get that job. "social services" Each day I get frustrated sometimes I just want to pack up all my stuff and just go away and just start all over. Somedays I question what do I have to live for?
I know alot of this probably doesen't make sense or what not I just don't know what to do at this point, I feel like i'm pinned a a corner and nowhere to go.
V-