Any Advice?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Howyoudoin2008, Sep 14, 2008.

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  1. Howyoudoin2008

    Howyoudoin2008 New Member

    I really can't believe I'm posting this but I guess here goes.

    As of late I feel like i'm in a real slump and just can't get out if. I feel like sometimes no matter would I do, nothing goes right for me. Without getting into too much detail, im 28yrs old and in a nut shell I have had plenty of bumps in the road since the age of 22. From marriage, to divorice, to pregancy, to finding out I wasn't the father. Dropped out of college, and then had failed relationships and so and so forth. In the midst of all this I also lost my best friend to sucide. That was a tough pill to swallow I think for the most part that fact has what has kept me from crossing the line. I remember how I felt.

    Present day, Trying to get school done,"college", I hate my job because I feel like I'm just going through the mitions each day but I need to get the degree to get the "job". I've looked into talking with a professional which I went once but I feel trapped because I know that I can't truly be open about things because it will come back to haunt when I finish school and try to get that job. "social services" Each day I get frustrated sometimes I just want to pack up all my stuff and just go away and just start all over. Somedays I question what do I have to live for?

    I know alot of this probably doesen't make sense or what not I just don't know what to do at this point, I feel like i'm pinned a a corner and nowhere to go.

  2. titanic

    titanic Well-Known Member

    Welcome to SF forum. Sorry to learn of your stuggles. I cannot give you any advice or simple solutions to pull you out of this hole but just wanted you to know that we are her if you want to talk further about your thoughts and feelings and that you are not alone in your struggles.
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hello Howy,
    If you want to stay off meds then set up a session with a therapist! You will get more bang for your money. I truly beleive in therapists because it took me three tries befor I found Gina. She really gets down deep. It will take a little while before you see a difference. She/He has to build a profile of what is wrong and how to overcome it.. Good Luck!!:chopper:!!
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