I'm pretty tired of my ways of life. I'm 19-years-old, very introvert, don't really have anyone to rely on but myself and already feel a bit tired of this. Past year I had to choose what to study after school but I didn't feel like studying further because I never liked doing it. However my parents didn't agree on that and now I am in University doing some random studies I don't even remotely like. I don't blame my parents though, the job I'd get without further education would probably pay pretty bad. I want to go on with my life and study but it's so hard for me to keep up and I am extremely demotivated. I also feel a little depressed and feel like I don't really belong in this world. I know this is probably easily solved but I seriously lack willpower to do anything. Sometimes I wish life wasn't so unnecessary tiresome and complicated.