I don't know what I do anymore. Only a year ago I had been an emotionless creature and made people give me what I wanted. Still, there's not many feelings I actually can feel. But I focus on not manipulating people. The feelings I know are sadness, lonelyness, shame, some strange warmth inside (I don't know what it is, I just know that I don't feel cold then. I always feel cold, I'm freezing even in summer), jealousy and anger. There isn't anything else I can feel. No pride, no hate, no happyness, no love. Although I'm quite sure that this strange warmth inside is either happyness, love or liking someone/something. It's really freaking me out that I don't know if I love my boyfriend at all... Or if I even like him... I just "want" him for not being alone and I'm ashamed for that... Are there people that may be able to tell me what that feeling is..?