Sorry it's so late. I just feel really depressed right now. My mom and I just had a fight. I have been officially disowned for being a tranny, ****** that brings shame upon her for wanting to live life as I actually am instead of being the straight daughter she wanted. I don't know what to do. I have no other option but to kill myself. I've tried before but was always too much of a coward to actually do it. I feel like now I should steel-up and do it because I have nothing left to stick around for. I am never going to find somebody that wants to be with me, I am never going to make it to college because I am to stupid to, I am never going to accomplish anything because I screw up everything I touch, and all I am doing by being alive is hurting the people I care about by forcing them to be around a useless creature that can't stop fucking up everything he does. I truly am a Burdon. I deserve to die because I am disgraceful to my family and because I am a selfish animal that wants to transition. I am such a disgusting thing. I am sub-human. I don't see why I am alive still I've given my self until <mod edit - timeline> to make up my mind. I think that's too much time. Everybody will be better off once I am gone.