Hi I am completely new to this both the forum thing and talking about how i am feeling. I really don't know what to say or how to start ... i'm struggling to see the point in life and to continue I have a part of me that wants to carry on trying to come to terms with my past (don't really want to go into that at the moment) and there is a part of me that just wants to give up. This part of me see's no end, no point to carry on, what has happened has happened, i cant change that and i cant stop the thoughts of that unless i kill myself and those feeling get soo soo strong but yet something stops me i guess its the other part of me. How do i stop them? stop them getting so intense and overwhelming? How do i live a normal life? Where do i start?