Currently at home, after another disappointing night out. No idea if this forum is still going but stumbled across it on Google and who knows? Someone out there may help convince me that suicide is not the best way forward. Anyway, I have access to an uncountable amount of various sleeping pills / tranquilisers and I'm fairly sure they would be enough to give me an unconscious death. Had <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> once before and I slept for two days, so fully aware this is nowhere near enough to accomplish what I would be looking for, but have enough supply of several kinds to hopefully achieve death should I decide to. Currently desperately trying to make the decision. This is a last stop for inspiration on which way to go. This is not a cry for attention; the last thing I am looking for is attention, otherwise I would take a minor amount to 'cry for help'. This is a serious life or death decision. I am not saying that opinions on here will sway me one way or the other, but I am certainly looking for some honest advice from someone. Anyone. If you can find something to say that may be relevant, however relevant it is, please give me some advice, You don't know my general situation, and I don't know yours. But if you understand this particular situation of mine in this specific regard please feel to add anything that may be relevant to your experience. I am drunk, hence the presumable repetitiveness (is that even a word?) of this particularly length paragraph, but still in apparently sound enough mind to make an educated decision. Please don't say 'if you really wanted to do it you wouldn't have posted on here', because I do and I have. But some form of un-condescending relatability would be welcomed. Thanks, Ben.