Am really down. Nothing interests me anymore. Just waking up in the morning hurts so bad. And now my computer is infected with a virus thanks to my stupidity so now I have even less to do. :sad: Most of my day is spent moping and doing whatever work needs to be done. Just being alive hurts so much. I've seen a number of therapists, been on so many medications, and have had ECT. Is there any hope for me?