So, after countless relationships.. and countless failed relationships... I gave up on feeling anything for another human being again. I've been through so much in the past I couldn't handle it... then I meet somone.. it was dumb.. simply because he was online. Half way across the world.. anyway.. We speak to each other play on Xbox Live Webcam ect.. it gets to a point where he says.. "I love you" I feel awsome.. I really do .. I tell him I feel good about us.. I love speaking to him. after that It goes good for another day or two.. then he says a few things that sound really odd. I ask him if he's ok.. he says yes he's fine he's just Jelous I'm way over here.. Next day on Xbox he invites another girl to the voice chat... She sounds really nice and we have good talks about different games.. anyway I had to leave for bed.. I get back on waiting for him the next day.. No appearance. He's Blocked me from speaking to him.. I really don't understand.. It was good.. he was the one who said he loved me.. Why is nothing simple? So Childish I know.. But it's because of this I've not been eating right.. I can't sleep and stupid as it sounds.. my emotions are heywire. -_- Sombody help me.