currently I have 2 years inside the United States Navy. I have been depressed most my life. before I joined I finally was convinced to go see a psych. and he agreed that leaving the house would help my state of mind. (it didnt do much) I can not see someone about this because I may get kicked out. but I am afraid of what will happen if I do not. If i get kicked out I have no where to go but back home to my abusive father and mother. My resentment of my family wont let me go live with my sister. and my friends back home all stopped talking to me when I left. i guess long distance is too much trouble?...what should I do? do I risk getting kicked out? do I risk my GI bill? do I risk my entire future? would it be better for my mental health if I went back home?