Ace you helped me out and I'm not sure if I can say anything that adds up to the posts you helped me out with a couple months back. But I would like to say this again,
"Ace you helped out the wannabe helper man you should feel proud. You're a much stronger person than I am mentally and emotionally. FUck whoever you don't feel comfortable around and tries to fuck with you. When I'm in a manic mood I would defend anyone to the death and that person is you. Don't kill yourself life should never tire you out. Dont give in to anything."
Ace, please hold on. I know you are tired of constantly fighting what seems to be a losing battle. But somewhere there may be just the right thing you need to give you reason to continue on. I can't say what that might be, but if you go through with your current plans, you may never find out. You may be missing out on a whole lot of good things that could somehow outweigh all of this crap you say you can't take anymore. You have been an asset to many here ace. Shown us compassion and support when it was needed. Please allow us to give that same thing back to you. Stay safe. Please.