Ace, please hold on. I know you are tired of constantly fighting what seems to be a losing battle. But somewhere there may be just the right thing you need to give you reason to continue on. I can't say what that might be, but if you go through with your current plans, you may never find out. You may be missing out on a whole lot of good things that could somehow outweigh all of this crap you say you can't take anymore. You have been an asset to many here ace. Shown us compassion and support when it was needed. Please allow us to give that same thing back to you. Stay safe. Please.