so im a hardcore swimmer and i LOVE it for more then just the "good exercise/ social gathering" reason. I push myself so hard it feel like my muscles are bleeding. i know its unhealthy and its why i am frequently injured (sometimes on purpose) but i cant stop. its like an addiction. the more pain you're in the better you swim. the better you swim the prouder your coaches and parents are. im queen of the endurance sets becuase the pain i feel during them is....well....orgasmic. im not saying i get my jollies that way, but its just this exstatic, drugged, euphoric endorphine rushthat i cant live without anyone else have that problem with there sport?