That's how I have been since I was very little, I was always struggling to wakeup before 12. I used to wakeup no matter how hard it was during the days of school, but I was being tortured.... However now with classes being online, I just leave my laptop muted and lay in my bed and fall asleep... It's hard to be awake at 8 when you sleep at 4 or 5 usually. There are rare days a year that I sleep sooner but I still fail to wakeup early. It's a pity. Mornings are amazing...they are so calm and peaceful. I always watch morning routine videos from youtubers and dream of being like them but I'm desperate to change as I always have been a pain in the neck when it comes to waking up early.