I need a true friend out there. Someone whom I can trust, have fun conversations, and reciprocate. Why is it so hard to find someone to reciprocate. Often times I run into people whom are so self-absorbed. They never care about my life and I am expect to care about theirs. I feel terrible being used recently. I feel betrayed by all the people around me. I need a person desperately to talk to. I'm afraid I'm going off the deep end.