Yah, I actually did that not too long ago. It's depressing and it made me sad for the same reasons as you. Most hurtful and saddening about it was to realize I'm not nearly as close anymore to the people I used to be.
I'm really sorry you're experiencing that feeling. You know I'm here if you need to talk (but you should get back on Google more :O Haven't seen you on the last days :sad: )
:hug: :hug: