Does anyone else ever feel like two side of themselvs are fighting? Not like a split personality disorder , but ill argue with myself when im feeling really depressed, this is how it goes for example . " f*** you just kill yourself, no I wont, just do it you f****in pussy god youre dumb you cant get your s**t together f*** youre stupid, shutup!" It'll continur like that while I punch myself or choke myself till I black out. Theres nothing really wrong in my life so I dont know where this is coming from, I know it sounds crazy but its like two halfs of me fight.