I don't have a job or go to college or anything like that. I don't really have any friends I can see, and I don't have a girlfriend. I guess all I do is try and 'occupy' myself.. guitar, volunteer sometimes, do runs with others, go for walks, photography, talk online etc. But it stinks.. i'm so bored of my life. I don't know anyone who lives such a wierd life as me. To make it worse i'm 21. People would probably tell me to grow up. I hope to get a referral and try adderall or some amphetamine. Anti depressants did nothing for me. I need to wake from this slumber somehow. It's like my brain is asleep, or dead (probably).