First of all I have agoraphobia associated with anxiety disorder. blah. Anyway.....lately I have been more stressed, depressed, anxious, more tired, angery, scared........Well, the battle to leave my apartment and deal with things has gotten much worse, it's a constant battle. I want to go into the center to get help but I am missing apointments, I will wake up get online watch the clock, have a cigarette, and try and debate myself into getting dressed and going in, and it will scare me even more when I can't drag myself in. And since I left I am terribly scared. In a month I have left my apartment maybe 6 times a most. And it's mainly just over to my friend Brenda's. But really nowhere else besides the store, once. (which was aweful) Anyone experiencing anything like this: very paranoid, scared of people plotting against you, thinking of ways to harm you, having seveer anxiety, and feelings that others are watching you, laughing at you, no being able to leave and do things that you need to and so on....??? :hug: With loadsa hugs, Carolyn.