Ok so i posted before about my suicide attempt(I took a large number of paracetamol after much planning).I also sent 4 notes out to my 4 best friends to say goodbye.2 of my friends opened their notes too soon, guessed what I was doing and made me go to the hospital.But one of the other friends I sent a note to accidentally let slip to some people at school so there's a few of my friends that know now.
A few days after I got of hospital I went on my msn account to check my emails, and I got a couple of my friends come on and start shouting at me about how I had no need to do something like that and how I was really selfish.And sometimes at school, they talk about it and take the piss,e.g. if i have an argument with someone they say something like"Oh she's going to go and overdose now"and it's just really upsetting.One of my friends even told me that she wouldn't have cared if I had died and that I would have deserved it for being so selfish.
Has anyone else had friends react like this?
I just don't think it's fair, they have no idea what I am going through right now, would I really do that if I didn't mean it?
And my family wern't much better,my mum doesn't believe I have any proper reasons for it either.She didn't ask any questions about why I did it, there was hardly any comfort and sometimes I wish she'd ask if and why I was unhappy so that maybe I could feel she cared for once and get my life sorted.
Anyone else had family members react the same too?
Sorry to rant guys
A few days after I got of hospital I went on my msn account to check my emails, and I got a couple of my friends come on and start shouting at me about how I had no need to do something like that and how I was really selfish.And sometimes at school, they talk about it and take the piss,e.g. if i have an argument with someone they say something like"Oh she's going to go and overdose now"and it's just really upsetting.One of my friends even told me that she wouldn't have cared if I had died and that I would have deserved it for being so selfish.
Has anyone else had friends react like this?
I just don't think it's fair, they have no idea what I am going through right now, would I really do that if I didn't mean it?
And my family wern't much better,my mum doesn't believe I have any proper reasons for it either.She didn't ask any questions about why I did it, there was hardly any comfort and sometimes I wish she'd ask if and why I was unhappy so that maybe I could feel she cared for once and get my life sorted.
Anyone else had family members react the same too?
Sorry to rant guys