anyone ever felt soo stressed/depressed to the point where....

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Teryan, Jun 2, 2010.

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  1. Teryan

    Teryan Active Member

    to the point where when you think about death, taking your own life away calms you down? I'm sorry if i'm stating the obvious of feeling suicidal but i just wanna know if anyone else if feeling the same way..
     
  2. ZombiePringle

    ZombiePringle Forum Buddy and Antiquities Friend

    everyday... I guess when you see dying as the only way to fix your problems its going to be calming to think about.
     
  3. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    I used to be like that, and when times get a bit tough I still go back to suicidal thoughts to calm myself, kind of a "well I can always do XXXXX if it goes badly"
     
  4. Teryan

    Teryan Active Member

    exactly! and sadly this is what i'm thinking about right now.
    I don't know if i should stop thinking like this.. because well.. yeah
    but it really calms me down, even if in the end i dont actually do it..
    i'm just afraid one day ill actually do it..
     
  5. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    What are you doing to prevent yourself from doing it? are you seeing any doctors or anything?
     
  6. Teryan

    Teryan Active Member

    painting. I'm not good at it, but it helps me vent out my feelings. What prevents you from doing it?
     
  7. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    Currently the drive to get my career back, I know what I want to do and am in the process of getting back to it. it may be a long process tho. I'm not sure whats goign to happen in teh next year, but I'm hoping for good things
     
  8. sAd1

    sAd1 Member

    I feel like this Teryan. It gives me peace and then I sleep.
     
  9. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    yes..it's like a safety switch that stops the pain for a while to think that the way out is a possibility.....
    it seems to calm me down for a bit, till i can think straight again about how suicide isn't a good idea..
     
  10. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    Yes i do :(
     
  11. Teryan

    Teryan Active Member

    it is nice to see that i'm not alone in thinking this..
     
  12. absolution

    absolution Forum Buddy

    im always here if you need to talk hun :hug:
     
  13. dnE ehT

    dnE ehT Well-Known Member

    I think about it all the time. In fact, it's one of the only things that makes me feel better. I suppose thinking about ending it all should provide some relief, but that's not what were here to do.

    If I need to take my mind off of it though, I'll usually just do some cleaning or mess around on my computer.
     
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