Has anyone ever thought that the longer and longer you put off your plans to commit suicide, the madder and madder God will be with you when you eventually go through with it? (Assuming of course that the whole God, Heaven and eternal ever lasting life thing is all true) I remember reading a theory somewhere quite recently that stressed that when a mentally ill person takes his/her own life that is down to their mental illness and being mentally ill is not a sin. But what if you've been thinking over and over again for over a couple of years about your plans to take your own life? You can't exactly plead ignorance, you've thought about all the possible trouble you can get into, but you still took your own life anyway. I suppose I'm alone in thinking this way, my mind does overtime sometimes. I'm hoping that you just cease to exist once you die anyway.