This may sound silly, but I find that what I eat makes an overall difference in my suicidal feelings. Yesterday, I ate like crap and now feel like crap and am having the ‘thoughts’ again. Whereas yesterday, after having eaten well the day before, I was relatively enthusiastic (for me anyways), got errands done, was thinking relationally, etc. I am on an every other schedule it seems of feeling poorly then good. It’s weird.....thanks.