It's this state that's the problem. They're testing everyone for illegal drugs, and won't give me my needed meds for mental illness untill they get my test results. I've been warned to take the blood test for like 2 months now but I've let them know from the start that I have major transportation problems! They don't care. Because they are dealing with patients who abuse the medication and come back to the office begging for more. Why take it out on me? I'm not one of those people. I finally took the blood test today. But when I went in to get my meds they refused me untill they have the actual results in their hands. I've been up for 2 days, who knows how many more days I'll have to wait? This is not cool! If I go nuts & kill myself I believe that my family will have a serious case against this shit-fuck of a state facility, because they are not going to find illegal substances in my blood. So I suffer from severe anxiety and lack of sleep for no reason exept that they don't trust me? They're lumping me in with the drug addicts that also use the state office to obtain drugs. And now I'm pissed...... don't know exactly what to do..... don't know if I can wait it out......... don't mind me, I just,..... just hate them right now.