As lazy as it sounds, I was the absolute happiest I've ever been while receiving benefits and not working. I am massively self conscious with severely low self esteem and I do not do well with mistakes, never mind total failure. However bad it sounds, I've found a lot of the jobs I've done completely crippling. The only time I was ever happy in work was when I was a content writer. I got on with everyone I worked with and I've never had a job like that since and I doubt I ever will again. At the moment I'm stuck in a job I hate, I've lost half a stone in a month and I've never felt so hateful towards myself because of the countless mistakes I've made. I just want it all to stop. Anyone else been in a similar situation?