Hi everyone, I'm new here. anyway for the last few days i have been taking paxil 10mg, and i have been feeling suicidal a lot. I like it though. The medecine is like giving me courage to finally have the ball to off myself. I'm serious. A couple of weeks ago, i would be terrified of death, but now, it doesn't seem that bad because how bad can death be if you don't even know that you're dead.