Hi. I am not new, but seeing as these are the only people that remembered my birthday this year I figured you'd be the best at helping me now. I was on the road to recovery, which can go either way when you are a border line personality. I left my boyfriend of 5 years (on&off) because he is an emotional abuser, just to move in with my best friend who also broke up with an emotional abuser. I've actually discovered that its a pretty common trait among the people I had been associated with before I left town, including my best friend whom I'm finding it hard to live with even tho its only been a week. I work two jobs to replace the stability I had with my ex and I hate both of them. One is serving drinks to pervs and homeless people, and the other is at a call center where no one knows or cares to know who I am unless I pretend to be important or watch Lifetime. I'm trying my best not to become an alcoholic but I've reached my breaking point and I've started smoking again. I didn't come here to complain about all the little things adding up. I came here to ask if there is anyone, anyone at all in Reading Ohio that needs a friend. Because I don't have internet accept at work, and I need one desperately.