Hi guys, Sorry to waste your time reading this article, but I have a question..... Let me tell you a little about my life. Well right now I am sitting in my bed, alone after possibly failing an exam. Tomorrow and everyday for about two weeks I have been eating my lunch/dinner alone, in my room. I'm in college and I used to have two friends, but they made fun of me. They also teamed up against me, I supposedly was never right in any argument. So I ditched them about two weeks ago and now have no one. Im in college, not having the time of my life. Almost everyone goes to parties on the weekends, I stay in my dorm room and do nothing. I haven't had a girlfriend my entire life for longer than 2 days, which you can tell was a fluke. So no girls talk to me, I don't have any friends, and I suck at school. I probably just failed this exam I took about 30 minutes ago. I'm not good at basically any subject. I really am not good at anything. My family always argues with me, on anything. All we have to do in every situation is argue. My self esteem also couldn't be any lower. I have acne, I am really skinny (no muscle), too tall, to sum it up I'm just an all in all ugly person. Everytime I see someone I wonder what they think of me. I try to make myself not care what others think, but then I realize that there is something about me that no one likes, which is the reason I am alone. Every situation when there could be a girl, I screw it up. Or making new friends for that matter. I have a habit of making fun of people, or making stupid complaining jokes when meeting new people (be it guy or girl). Thats part of the reason why people don't like me and there isn't a way to fix it. There is also my appearance, which I have tried to work on in the past but has proven ineffective. I don't enjoy life at all. I have no one or anyone in my family that would even care if I was gone. Does anyone see a purpose for me to live?