Hi
I had cosmetic surgery 6 years ago on my eyebrow (hair transplant) following a trauma scar.
The area has been uncomfortable ever since
I saw the surgeon recently and asked about having the transplant cut out and restitched. He said it would leave a nasty scar (it would). He dismissed the discomfort I am constantly in and just shook his head (I wrote and told him I am thinking of suicide).
I got the impression he thinks I'm lying to have more surgery!
This is deffinately not the case, I just don't see any other option. If the transplant skin is removed then I shouldn't feel it anymore right? I can't explain how it feels, but it is terrible. Can't concentrate, enjoy life, look to the future etc.
I realise no one can probably relate to this, or give any suggestions, but I must share my distress.
I wrote my note yesterday (for my mom) and it sounds so pathetic. Maybe I should not leave a note?
I am very close to taking my life and have worked out how. At the same time I am young and want to live life so much.
If nothing else maybe this might help others? Would you swap positions with me?
P
I had cosmetic surgery 6 years ago on my eyebrow (hair transplant) following a trauma scar.
The area has been uncomfortable ever since
I saw the surgeon recently and asked about having the transplant cut out and restitched. He said it would leave a nasty scar (it would). He dismissed the discomfort I am constantly in and just shook his head (I wrote and told him I am thinking of suicide).
I got the impression he thinks I'm lying to have more surgery!
This is deffinately not the case, I just don't see any other option. If the transplant skin is removed then I shouldn't feel it anymore right? I can't explain how it feels, but it is terrible. Can't concentrate, enjoy life, look to the future etc.
I realise no one can probably relate to this, or give any suggestions, but I must share my distress.
I wrote my note yesterday (for my mom) and it sounds so pathetic. Maybe I should not leave a note?
I am very close to taking my life and have worked out how. At the same time I am young and want to live life so much.
If nothing else maybe this might help others? Would you swap positions with me?
P