Sometimes you have to really open your eye's to understand the truth. The day's are going by so slowly, as i lie in my bed planning my suicide out. I'm so scared, My dad came home today so drunk and coked up It scare's me alot when he's like this, he tells me the truth, and through that truth i see that he is hurting. Im scared to leave this world, but i know it's the right thing to do. If anyone need's help in there last hours/days/weeks just ask me, if your not sure about suicide ask me. I can help you, because i can't help myself. I need my last closure on helping hurting people before i go. Just ask for help and i'll give it you.