does anyone ever feel like such shit. that they don't like anything around them. they don't know why they chose that. why can't we be happy? I'm sick of being sad, quiet, pissed and emotionless. I wish I could leave the planet sometimes. I wish I can find my love so I can live again. Everything around me is wrong. I keep making same old mistakes..nothing ever goes my way...I'm fed up with being a pile of shit...I don't even have no motivation to socialize; which my doctor recommended nor the motivation to do my college work and also working out. I'm worried everything is going wrong, I'm losing alot of interest in "normal" shit. It's a sad atmosphere. All I want to do is go away from this shit. I feel dead and lonely, and the only relief from this sick reality is fucking drugs I can't stop myself from the delightful feeling of euphoria and sad songs.