Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by fallenangel, Jun 29, 2009.

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  1. fallenangel

    fallenangel Member

    some day
    u will see how
    i have
    closed my world upon me
    i HATE
    doing things i don't want to
    everything seems like a
    pain some how
    and i just
    take it any more
  2. triggs

    triggs Account Closed

    Hi fallenangel :hug: welcome to SF!
    i'm sorry you're feeling so low, if you ever need someone to talk to i'm here okay :smile:
    i hope you find all the help and support you need here :heart: thinking of you
    triggs xx
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hello Fallenangel,

    Welcome to SF. I hope we can help :)

    Would you like to tell us more about yourself and we'll see how we can help.
    Don't give up hun, you can fight this xxx
  4. fallenangel

    fallenangel Member

    i need some sleep...
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  5. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    Try and get some rest :) You might feel better after that. :hug:
  6. fallenangel

    fallenangel Member

    7 pounds.
    have any one seen this movie by will smith?

    i guess life is really tangible.
    i love my mom and dad.
    i have a doting family... a sister who's married to a nice husbands...
    a family away from home (to which i am studying abroad)...
    caring housemates...
    quality friends (one or two who stands by me)
    and ex-girlfriends who still send birthday messages...

    but why do i still have this sense of emptiness within me.
    i have hurt too many people along this journey of life.
    perhaps killing myself would hurt them more.
    but what am i to do when time and time again, i look back and fall upon my suicide tendancies once again.
    life is not easy.
    i hate growing up.
    i am, in fact supposed to be an adult.
    but i lack the responsibilities.

    i just want to hide away from this world.
    from reality.
    not even speak of anything that matters.
    the truth hurts.

    these mere gibberish might just make sense to me. some day. 7 pounds when the time is right. each step takes planning. i hope i could be the emergency some day.
  7. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    God thats all i want to do is hide away but that is distorted thoughts from my depression. I would hope you are seeing a doctor to get help with these thoughts on meds getting therapy so you can stop feeling pain and start living a little bit more with some happiness. I hope you can get help for you so you can be strong for you and your family.
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