my time is coming, i feel it deep inside. i cant go on i have absolutely nothing left inside to fight back, i tried my hardest but it wasnt good enough i guess. i wanna leave so bad, i fucking hate my life. i dont want to sit in this fucking room anymore crying, i dont want to live this fucking life anymore. im sick of school, im sick of my so called friends, im sick of this world. every time i try to hold on my grip loosens. no one understand me, no one every will, all they do is see right through me like im nothing. noone will fucking care if i leave, im just wasting gods air. i cant see straight anymore, i cant walk straight, im loosing my fucking mind. myself is my only friend, im the only one..... :blub: